Devious Journal Entry

  Sorry for not posting much in the last week or two. I'll try to post as much as I can in the next up coming weeks, but two things came up, 1 I have jr. county(yeah I'm not in ninth grade yet) and I am aiming for first chair so I need to practice my music, and 2 I've been procrastinating on my art I feel this is because I look at other people's art and in a way envy them, while I feel I will not get better, even though I know improving takes much time, and it won't come in a second, hopefully after jr. county passes by i'll try even harder to turn these negative emotions into positive energy to work on my art and improve. If you read to the end of this thanks for reading and I am so sorry.